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will be back with new spirit

Assalamualaikum . tenggelam timbul didunia blog. suka menulis tapi selalunya kekangan masa dan kehidupan sebagai isteri, ibu yang bekerja menjadikan bukan keutamaan untuk teruskan berblog. . i feel lost as wife and mother. i feel tired in everything i through. im feeling running from everything. sometimes. i think it better die than keep alive. . stress.depression.is real. . saya alaminya. . dan bukan mudah untuk menanganinya. . tanpa sokongan orang sekeliling. . yang hati sentiasa menjerit 'you are not in my shoes' . tapi terpaksa senyum, berlakon berkata 'im ok' . alhamdulillah. . i learn. to love myself. . i will not give up with myself. . im enjoying every second of time that i have now. . truly.to archieve this feeling. . its not take a day or two. . not only depends to the support that we had. . but ourself. . are we want to stuck in this feeling forever? . i ask myself about it everyday. . i ask myself, what do you want? . i ask myself, what do you do to get wh…