will be back with new spirit

Assalamualaikum

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tenggelam timbul didunia blog.

suka menulis tapi selalunya kekangan masa dan kehidupan sebagai isteri, ibu yang bekerja menjadikan bukan keutamaan untuk teruskan berblog.

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i feel lost as wife and mother. i feel tired in everything i through. im feeling running from everything.

sometimes. i think it better die than keep alive.

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stress.depression.is real.

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saya alaminya.

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dan bukan mudah untuk menanganinya.

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tanpa sokongan orang sekeliling.

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yang hati sentiasa menjerit 'you are not in my shoes'

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tapi terpaksa senyum, berlakon berkata 'im ok'

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alhamdulillah.

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i learn. to love myself.

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i will not give up with myself.

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im enjoying every second of time that i have now.

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truly.to archieve this feeling.

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its not take a day or two.

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not only depends to the support that we had.

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but ourself.

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are we want to stuck in this feeling forever?

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i ask myself about it everyday.

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i ask myself, what do you want?

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i ask myself, what do you do to get what you want?

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are you put the effort to the max or not?

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and i feel relief to related what i have today. i keep gratitude with it.

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so, here i am, trying to be better me everyday.

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pray the best for me.

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will keep sharing how i manage everything, and enjoyed the life.

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lots of love,